@______@In life, we must learn how to deal with... weird hard arrogant stupid idiot mtfk people. Scratch that. We can't control people. We must learn how to deal with own emotions.
Today nearly lost control and make impulsive decisions again.
Momo... naa.... why u never learn ~.~
Don't make decisions when you're angry.
piku niu niu.
This is my own weakness that I must learn to overcome.
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Posted at 8:06 PM
Today is ma's lunar birthday. We went for dinner at berkeley jiu jia last time er yi zhang treat everyone after cameron trip. We had claypot fish, heh kor & yau mak cheng cha. I didnt buy cake this year~
This year, ma still insists to work. I guess it wasnt that hard compared to EC & panasonic. At least she wont have alzheimer by spacing out at home she said. Lately, she had been coughin for a month already. I hope it's nth serious... One of these days gotta tie her up and bring her for doc check up =.=
Pa is still with the lorry driver job. He loves it he said. No stress mia and lunch time can sleep at home lol he has stomach discomfort again. Last time scared me to death luckily doctor said just indigestions =.= ohya, today he won lottery 900bucks. Happy ka.... Lol
Every year birthday celebration my only wish is there will be next year's celebration.
Sian & ma & pa.. Always..^^
Ek maybe more members with each passing years hohoho
Today was a dreadful day at work. This is the 2nd time in my life i ever stained my dress T_____T luckily the guys have shifted upstairs. Luckily i realize it myself x_____x 23 years old still have period stain is so embarrassing uwaaaa Herujiangg naa T_T
Last month overworking has caused me fatigue, like seriously? I never tot i will face problem like this coz it sounds mcm for orang tua nia lol.. Read news about ppl overtired and dieded i nvr know what is overtired until recently... Accumulated stress and lack of sleep.. Everyday short of breath working so fast pace..
Now... I feel shiver and fever.. Lack of concentration wtf haizzz plus since resigned, i just hope to fly asap. Ugh bahir's office really is a turn-off
Started to exercise regularly with Sheng. Itu budak mcm real steel. Heard about sports sit 90' kachink* wanna learn taichi bcoz it is good for breathing and overall...
@_@ macam auntie liao zzzzzz
Wunwun.. Last few weeks i went to look for him again he's nowhere to be found.. Someday i'll find a boss substitute... I really wanna have a pet inu-kun.
Samantha chong ish kambing back this saturday.. Siao zha bo ehh... Sekali fly already 9 months..
Ruru has been doing fine in Nihon.. It's 3 months into our official relationship. Ek chotto ok 3 months =_= feels as though 3 years.. I'd nvr imagine i'll be in an ldr. The feeling of longing initially was unbearable.. Sometimes, insecurities consumed over, but we will get through this together. Promise not gonna let past experience carry me away again..
We are we. Now.
In 2.5 more months, i'll be a survivor on my own. Gotta swim in the seas of man eaters. Out of comfort zone. Gotta really grow up. Nowadays i am very cautious with people. Innocence and honesty will only let people to take advantage of you T____T i've tried that too many times.
Sometimes it hurts to know when you treat others with true heart, ppl call you naive.
I am not afraid of hard people already. At least, not as used to. Every shits thrown to you is a lesson to make you tougher. Yeah, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
I really dono what i'll be facing. Will i be able to sustain through, car, living costs etc..
I just know i will do my best. Aak! Haik! >:l
The only thing that i feel sad about... is innocence. Meeting people you don't know, you gotta know what to say what not to say, what to believe what to bullshit. Sometimes you gotta pretend sometimes you gotta lie. Like the other day Joyce called in the morning screwing me saying i fuyan her, simply send her pics where she expects 3D. Wei, you havent pay a cent what you expect wor, sis. Last time i'll yell back stfu, you wanna do, you do, you dowana do, leave it. Havent pay samor wana le bossy >:^
But i didnt. Took a breath and explain patiently. Say sorry i didnt know it pisses you off, i really didnt fu yan you. Ok will send you 3d in 2-3 days time. Kthxbye.
^_^v escaped a war.
Clients always right. Ok.
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Innocence is the price to pay for growing up.
如果可以、我不想长大。
只想永远的活在童话世界里～
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Labels: Life . amusing . amazing, ME, Nature's story, Occasion, Philosophy, Relationship
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